It’s the April Fools’ Day today . But I am not gonna write about jokes , pranks ...
This day is way more special to me. Today I celebrate my double anniversary with Joe .
1st of April 2006 when we met in Skype
and
1st of April 2008 when we finally met face to face in Sofia , Bulgaria !
Last Waiting moments are the toughest
2008 , 1st of April ! I was waiting for him , my 2 yrs e-lover from Hong Kong to arrive Sofia,Bulgaria.
I can never forget how nervous I was during the waiting time in the airport.
I can never forget how nervous I was during the waiting time in the airport.
But yet it was so great feeling haha ! I could give my all to go back then and feel it again !
How does it feel when u see ur soul mate ?
Well , about me , I could feel my legs , my arms , my jaws , my eyelids were all crazy shaking ![eyelids blinking :P] while i was waiting him to step out from the Arrival's Door in the Sofia Airport.
All the shaking continued for long time after cuz the plane was late @@
and at the very first moment when my eyes saw real Joe coming out from the arrival's door I felt that there is a volcano inside me ~ as he stepped closer to me , the volcano got activated !!! oh so sweating , fever fever fever in me! @@
and at the very first moment when my eyes saw real Joe coming out from the arrival's door I felt that there is a volcano inside me ~ as he stepped closer to me , the volcano got activated !!! oh so sweating , fever fever fever in me! @@
But nothing happens like u plan and imagine. When he came closer to me We were just smiling to each other like idiots haha, at least I felt like one.
The moment he touched me I've gone mad. Felt that electric is going through my whole body. I really felt that the time stopped. I was seeing lightning in my eyes when i closed them... Weird .
But I was God Damn happy ! Happy that he really came to see me after 2 yrs of waiting . Happy to see the real him , except the pictures and webcam view.
Probably the most important thing that made me fall deeply in love with him was this.
He spent a lot money [and time and effort to earn that money] to make an unknown girl [ ME ] happy and make her feel important . Yes ! I felt like a Queen. His Queen only , but yet so important !
All the things you do make me feel so special !
We lived for 2 weeks together in Sofia [ together with a crazy friend] .
I knew that we were in reality two strangers. But I felt like i knew him for all my life. All about him that i knew from the internet was the same in real too, which is amazing. He was the same kind , caring , lovable , talkative , fun but also in times serious guy.
He kept making me feel like im the only girl in the world , the most important, the most loved. Some of the things he did to make me feel special and that i never want to forget r :
The Love Paper
~At our first morning together i had to wake up and go to maths course very early . I was hurriedly changing my clothes without waking up anybody. But when I've opened the wardrobe i saw a heart shaped paper with "I love you Leby" hand written words ... so unexpected. so romatic . so sweet...when did he make them ... we were always together =}And then i took my jeans . But there was sth inside my jeans pockets ... i took it out and again the same heart shaped paper... haha... I've took my books and left for school... at school when i've opened my books i could still find the same love papers ...
Unforgettable and super romantic for me! cuz it was so unexpected ~
The Protective Hand
~One day while we were watching TV , he placed his hand behind my head , between my head and the wall. @@ u wonder why?! bcuz he didnt want my head feel cold from the wall , he didnt want my head lye on hard ... super super extra sweet ! he cared for me like a baby !
Also he liked to wake up before me and hold my hand until i wake up ^^
The X-ray Eyes =}
~Back then , and still , i always had pimples on my face . and i always like to squeeze them even that i know it wont make my face look better with the result - red scars. So one day again when i was sad about my pimples in front of the mirror , he came and looked at me and asked "what's wrong" , i said "my pimples ={" , and he replied " what pimples ???, i cant see them " T.T wow .. what a great answer was this ! everyone who has this pimple problem of mine can imagine how touching is this answer! what more can be ...he cant see my flaws ! cuz he cares about the girl inside , about my soul !!!
The Naive Worry
~Each time i was using a knife to cut sth , i could see a naive fear in his eyes. he was so afraid that i'd cut myself suddenly. but he didn't know that i've cut myself so my times before and it is nth fearful for me =}
Like it cuz U like it
~He did a lot to make me feel special. maybe i couldn't understand everything he did for that, but what i felt and remembered was more than enough. But love doesn't work if only one person is working hard like a slave to please the other one. Like the most simple things he did for me made me feel special , to see that the simple thing i did can make him feel special , was very important for me too . nah !? u got what i wanted to say @@ i talk about sth like when I had to hand wash our clothes cuz we got no washing machine in the hostel. He was standing on the bathroom door and watching me waching his underwear ^^ kiki . I guess that he thought that i would feel disgusted and let him wash his own clothes... Then he came inside and kissed me , bcuz he felt so cared that i'm hand washing his clothes. He felt my care too. He felt my love too. and he liked it =} i like it that he likes it =}
The Tenderness
~We couldn't spend a lot time together bcuz we were always 3 , me and him , and my friend ... He didnt like it , and me too ! we had waited to see each other for 2 YRS! we needed time to know each other , ALONE! So one night he said he wanna spend a night only me and him , only us together ~ and he took me to Hilton Hotel... ****i skip the special moments of the night, it is only for us :P***... but we only could stay there for like 5 hrs ... cuz we reached there so late after leaving alone my crazy friend in the crazy-dark-dirty-her very loved-rock bar. In the morning the hotel bill was great @@ super expensive !!! for 5 hrs like 250Euro... or more .. i forgot nah ! whatever , it was still so expensive. but he said "it is nothing compared to that we spent the night only two of us"
So as conclusion i understand that the simple words we say and the simple things we do r very important for good relationship and pure love. Care and Tenderness is the basic for strong love. Strong ough like our distance love ~ From Bulgaria to HongKong ~ for 6 yrs already , and it is time for countdown now !
The moment he touched me I've gone mad. Felt that electric is going through my whole body. I really felt that the time stopped. I was seeing lightning in my eyes when i closed them... Weird .
But I was God Damn happy ! Happy that he really came to see me after 2 yrs of waiting . Happy to see the real him , except the pictures and webcam view.
Probably the most important thing that made me fall deeply in love with him was this.
He spent a lot money [and time and effort to earn that money] to make an unknown girl [ ME ] happy and make her feel important . Yes ! I felt like a Queen. His Queen only , but yet so important !
All the things you do make me feel so special !
We lived for 2 weeks together in Sofia [ together with a crazy friend] .
I knew that we were in reality two strangers. But I felt like i knew him for all my life. All about him that i knew from the internet was the same in real too, which is amazing. He was the same kind , caring , lovable , talkative , fun but also in times serious guy.
He kept making me feel like im the only girl in the world , the most important, the most loved. Some of the things he did to make me feel special and that i never want to forget r :
The Love Paper
~At our first morning together i had to wake up and go to maths course very early . I was hurriedly changing my clothes without waking up anybody. But when I've opened the wardrobe i saw a heart shaped paper with "I love you Leby" hand written words ... so unexpected. so romatic . so sweet...when did he make them ... we were always together =}And then i took my jeans . But there was sth inside my jeans pockets ... i took it out and again the same heart shaped paper... haha... I've took my books and left for school... at school when i've opened my books i could still find the same love papers ...
Unforgettable and super romantic for me! cuz it was so unexpected ~
The Protective Hand
~One day while we were watching TV , he placed his hand behind my head , between my head and the wall. @@ u wonder why?! bcuz he didnt want my head feel cold from the wall , he didnt want my head lye on hard ... super super extra sweet ! he cared for me like a baby !
The X-ray Eyes =}
~Back then , and still , i always had pimples on my face . and i always like to squeeze them even that i know it wont make my face look better with the result - red scars. So one day again when i was sad about my pimples in front of the mirror , he came and looked at me and asked "what's wrong" , i said "my pimples ={" , and he replied " what pimples ???, i cant see them " T.T wow .. what a great answer was this ! everyone who has this pimple problem of mine can imagine how touching is this answer! what more can be ...he cant see my flaws ! cuz he cares about the girl inside , about my soul !!!
The Naive Worry
~Each time i was using a knife to cut sth , i could see a naive fear in his eyes. he was so afraid that i'd cut myself suddenly. but he didn't know that i've cut myself so my times before and it is nth fearful for me =}
Like it cuz U like it
~He did a lot to make me feel special. maybe i couldn't understand everything he did for that, but what i felt and remembered was more than enough. But love doesn't work if only one person is working hard like a slave to please the other one. Like the most simple things he did for me made me feel special , to see that the simple thing i did can make him feel special , was very important for me too . nah !? u got what i wanted to say @@ i talk about sth like when I had to hand wash our clothes cuz we got no washing machine in the hostel. He was standing on the bathroom door and watching me waching his underwear ^^ kiki . I guess that he thought that i would feel disgusted and let him wash his own clothes... Then he came inside and kissed me , bcuz he felt so cared that i'm hand washing his clothes. He felt my care too. He felt my love too. and he liked it =} i like it that he likes it =}
The Tenderness
~We couldn't spend a lot time together bcuz we were always 3 , me and him , and my friend ... He didnt like it , and me too ! we had waited to see each other for 2 YRS! we needed time to know each other , ALONE! So one night he said he wanna spend a night only me and him , only us together ~ and he took me to Hilton Hotel... ****i skip the special moments of the night, it is only for us :P***... but we only could stay there for like 5 hrs ... cuz we reached there so late after leaving alone my crazy friend in the crazy-dark-dirty-her very loved-rock bar. In the morning the hotel bill was great @@ super expensive !!! for 5 hrs like 250Euro... or more .. i forgot nah ! whatever , it was still so expensive. but he said "it is nothing compared to that we spent the night only two of us"
So as conclusion i understand that the simple words we say and the simple things we do r very important for good relationship and pure love. Care and Tenderness is the basic for strong love. Strong ough like our distance love ~ From Bulgaria to HongKong ~ for 6 yrs already , and it is time for countdown now !
to JOE : I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY MAN !
FOREVER AND EVER !
Happy April's "Love" Day =} Our Love Day hehe !
[But I'll still do a joke for u next year, a lovely one ^^]
[But I'll still do a joke for u next year, a lovely one ^^]
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